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Thank God you didn't fall for the cult and that you listened to your intuition. If your gut tells you something is not right we disregard it to our own peril.

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I remember the conflict I was having. My intuition pulling me in one direction and he’s in her charm pulling me in another.

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Always follow your inner voice.

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The times I haven’t, I’ve always regretted. Thank you! 🤗

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Wow! Thank God for the gift of intuition. I am reminded of this BIble verse here:

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭23:4‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

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So true! God’s protection. They’ve separated us much from our 6th sense.

Thank you! 🤗

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I'm halfway through, and I saw you said this: "They are disappointed when I don't admit to being a genuine psychic." You can do what I do too. It's our human birthright. Anyone can do it if they are true to their connection with source, accept what they are receiving (as you did when you met Keith and accepted your goosebumps as a message), and step out of the way of the message to deliver it. No second guessing. I'm probably supposed to tell you this. LOL. I will send you a pdf to look at when I am home later. xoxo

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I never considered thinking of it from that point of you! Thank you for the enlightening morning. I look forward to the PDF file. Thank you so much!

✨✨💖✨✨

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You're welcome! 🙏🏻💜💫

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For me it’s creepy when someone thinks I read their mind when I know I am using the slide of hand to accomplish the feet. But behind it all perhaps there is a bit of psychic ability happening. Often volunteers would inform me they were thinking of the same colors and design. 💫

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You might have been tapping into collective consciousness without knowing it, and that may have been why they were so adamant that you did! 🤣

You have pure intentions, so it would work easily for you. It's much more difficult for people who don't. You can't tap into the "all" from a "me" space because you have to be focused on "we" to do it. If you don't, your accuracy drops. People get cocky and then they become inaccurate. You wouldn't. So you'd be good at it. ❤️

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Years ago back in the day my husband experimented with LSD. He was with a group of friends one night when they had all taken it and their minds connected with each other and they could read each other’s minds and thoughts. He said it was very creepy. He said it happens a lot when you take it.

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It's removing inhibitions and energetic blockages for things you are able to do anyway. We're taught we can't because it makes us easier to control when we doubt ourselves and we doubt that abilities are real.

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Idk how you'd qualify as a “Genuine” but the Daberills of the Gypse are as close to a priestess class one is likely to find because they have been sharpening their skills from the time their out of diapers and really are consistently as good as any from the test lab at Duke or those on the Farm in Virginia.

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Congratulations to you for avoiding this dangerous situation. Listening to your inner voice is so important.❤️

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Thank you Michelle, yes! Listen to God, He speaks!

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Thanks for sharing your experience with this cult, Charlotte. I myself have never had such an experience, partly because i feel devastated after listening to podcasts about sucb cults on "Behind the Bastards" (i listen to it on Google Podcasts. In this podcast, Robert Evans, the host, talks with other podcasters about evil men and women, how they started their evil actions and what became of them. And occasionally, about cults like "the 12 tribes", "the Illuminati", and some others) every time.

The more important reason is that i think needy people get sucked into these cults, those who think the cult leaders are kinda like their protectors, unaware of the fact that they may never get the chance to get out of that cult.

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Thank you so much Negar! I am very interested in the podcast and I will begin listening to it this week. It’s amazing how people can be so evil. They often pose as light angels. It was definitely the case when I met Nancy. Somebody who came off good but underneath the veneer pure evil existed. But most likely just manipulated by Keith.

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Thanks for your insights, Charlotte. I'm sure you'll like the podcast i mentioned. Yes, you're right, some people can look angel-like, but it's just a mask they wear (it takes time for the curtain to fall and their real face is revealed).

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Bullseye 🎯

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I followed the NXIVM story as it unfolded and have read several accounts of the cult depravity. I appreciate reading your story and trusting your intuition !!

“ Research tells us people often attach their self-worth, happiness, and legacy to personal accomplishments.” The ego, overly entangled in the world, forgetting that the spirit’s true worth is established by God.

For most of us who resonate with life being a spiritual journey, remembering our true worth is an everyday practice in this theater where “All the world’s a stage”.

Thank you for sharing your story!❤️

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Thank you! Great observations Featherjourney, and we’ll stared! ✨✨✨

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Whoa, so much I've missed… Well except for the Avatar Group. I think they’re almost a cult but fall short… More like a Scientologist without L Ron Hubbard. But ok the NVXIXXX kinda of Latin, moving in the direction of the Exorcist. The path to infamy is not always apparent. But I did set up an OTO but more along the lines of Gerald Gardner School than that of A. Crowley. Sex magick sometimes referred to as Sympathetic Magick with a generous mixture of the Hoodoo. I met with Yavone and Gavin Frost early on, living on the OuterBanks when we skipped class it was either surfing or Road trip to New Bern NC to visit the Witches. But $5,000.00 that's a pretty pitch no doubt and ESP, seems clinical practice maybe but schooled. Idk I worked on setting up the Astrological Society of the Caroline… A structure of an actual astrological institute. Not a path for infamy… Nice to have this foundation upon which to work. I'm thinking after I rebuild my home the Arsonist disposed of, what a mess. So what happened to these two?

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She’s in prison for another year or two and he is in prison for like 120 years.

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Something Wicked This Way Comes by Bradbury also reminds me of the Dark Circus coming to town, which that cult fits the bill. Glad you followed your intuition.

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Thank you, Chris, yes indeed- Bradbury popularized the famous MacBeth phrase which he borrowed as a name for his book.

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I loved thatbook. Haven’t read it in years. Was it made into a movie?

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It was made into a movie but I’ve never seen it. I would suggest revisiting the book, takes place in the Fall by the way which makes now a good time. It’s remarkable how a story hits so many themes on such a deep level. It’s one of those that we might have read at an early age but with age and wisdom comes new insight. Will’s father is integral to the story in a way that some of us might have only caught a shadow of first time. Why watch a movie when instead you get Ray Bradbury’s prose?

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Bradbury books are best read ..... just like Stephen Kings. Screenwriters can’t seem to extract the essence of their stories.

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God’s hand was definitely on you. Dodged a bullet, girl!!!

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Thank you Professor! God sends his angels, we just have to listen. Have a fabulous magical weekend! ✨

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Wowza, Char! I’m so glad you trusted your inner self, telling you to step away. I always remember you as being very quietly observant of your surroundings. Thank god that you and Jonathan were not sucked into this evil!

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Karen when I researched the group following Keith’s arrest etc. He also catered to a group of men enslaved to him called The Society of Protectors. Was this what he had in mind for Jonathan? I always wonder. Perhaps Jonathan’s on tonight is kept him from participating in that group. I remember he was initially taken in and impressed by Keith. https://www.buzzfeednews.com/article/alessadominguez/keith-raniere-nxivm-the-vow-seduced

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Thank God for whatever made him turn back from that abyss! I watched a relative get sucked into another cult-like situation. Fortunately, he got wise and pulled back. It is a very helpless feeling to sense danger for someone who resists your help.

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Karen, I think if I had been attracted to that group and encouraged Jonathan to Take their courses which are used to suck you in… Because it was a multi level marketing scheme then we probably would’ve ended up in that abyss. Thank God for his guardian angels. And I’m so happy to hear your relative was able to escape.

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The women who paid for it Clare what is her last name and what happened to her?

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Bronfman. Heiress of the Seagram fortune. She’s in jail.

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She’s a mystery. Her sister was also involved in the cult . Sara

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Wow, what a story! God gives us intuition for good reason, I'm so glad you listened to yours! I can think of a few times when I met people that gave off vibes of pure evil like that. It's no joke.

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One of our senses which we all need to practice developing. I’m very happy in this case God seemed to be screaming at me.

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I know I definitely need practice! I so often question whether it's intuition or ego talking.

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Me as well. In this case I was wondering if I had a prejudiced towards Keith because he appear to be a cultist. With a big ego bragging about his IQ. It wasn’t until years later I think in 2016 when he was busted that I realized it was definitely my intuition calling me.

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Well, those are traits that would make me suspicious, too! I'm glad you didn't have to learn it the hard way!

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Most members of this organization we’re not taking part in the sex slavery inner circle. Those are just people close to Keith. His disciples would recruit vulnerable women.

Most of these people wasted a lot of money and fortunes paying for ESP classes and bankrolling NXIVM.. Like in the case of Clare Bronfman

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$5000.00 sounds like a lot, I've made better, but I earned every cent, with 200 gypsy Daberells to keep up with on the old Psychic Readers Network, like herding cats. But none of my readers got into trouble of went to jail because I made sure they were proud of their work. My lovely Queens really were the finest readers anywhere at any price. But no one is going to buy Apple Computer doing fortunes. If you're serious you can always provide a service but the best service you can provide is invested in yourself.

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$5,000 is for “one” class 😏

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Wars are expensive.

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Indeed!

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Mahalo

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Thank you! 🤗

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Better his than my own… Id have a Fool for a client for sure😉

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😃

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Incredible writing and I’m glad you didn’t get sucked in so you could tell this story that could have had a worse ending if Keith got his way with you and Johnathan!

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Thank you for your kind compliment! It means a lot to me that people like to read my writings. I believe most of the 18,000 members were pretty good people. Many went bankrupt paying $5000 a class etc. It was only an inner core of women who Keith through his disciples enticed into his lair. They were controlled and blackmailed into becoming compliant sex slaves.. In some ways the ESP classes probably helped many people. That’s what sucked so many people into his cult.

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